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#Dragqueen #Saved #Prayer
I am Ex gay transgender Muslim that my Lord Jesus came himself and made me free from all those painful moments.
Freedom is only by Jesus.
We should not blame LGBTQ community, all the blames are on the enemy only, and they need deliverance and freedom.
Amen
AMEN, my brother in The Family of GOD, He chose you to follow Him!👐🙏🙌
Praise the Lord 🙏♥️
Amen
Praise Jesus brother.
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I remember seeing him in musical theater at my high school. It’s amazing to see his life transformed & all that God has done & continues to do.
Small world
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 God is good!
Wow hallelujah!
Wowww
Praise Yah ❤🙏🏼🙌🏼🕊️
I did too think I could be a gay Christian because It did feel like I was born this way; until I became born again🙏🏼
Me too, but we’re free by the blood of Jesus ☺️
Do you still got Gay feelings ?
GLORY!!!
@@bajonet7513 yes to be honest but I can easily push them away knowing that it’s wrong. I haven’t gotten deliverance yet either though. I now have thoughts and visions on marrying a man. Before coming to Jesus, I couldn’t at all even picture that. And like this video said don’t become an ex homosexual to just start lusting/sexualizing over the gender you’re supposed to like. Look in the description of Isaiahs videos he has a link that tells you what churches around you does deliverance
@@atlantis6855 And You Never liked Girls or what ? Bro no Front but Girls are so Beautifull. I cant understand that.
Being a Christian doesn’t mean we won’t have temptations. One mistake of “pray the gay away “ may have been when they promised people – they would be free of sexual temptation . So when people still had struggles, they thought 💭 this doesn’t work or they felt a failure . We all have different battles to fight , until we receive our new bodies in heaven. .
I love to hear these type of testimonies. To God all the glory. I pray for the LQBGT community, for Jesus to open their eyes.
What you say is so huge. I’ve had exp with that with a friend of mine. Exactly what happened to her. Even tried to date in church. Misunderstood that you can wish yourself right… And not knowing that only God’s Spirtitcan do the heart work
So true. We do all have different struggles but a struggle is a struggle. Let’s not judge the struggle of others cause it’s different for you. I just try to love people where they are just like Christ has done for me. I don’t approve any sin and sin is all around us.
Julie Durm – Very well said💞
This comment is partially true. Yes we all have our own issues but we all have the same solution! And just as Blake testified, out of a relationship with Jesus comes the Freedom and ABILITY to LIVE a holy and righteous life! Set free from sin and death!!! So many Christians (I used to be one of them) not knowing the Authentic Christian Life is only possible by truly KNOWing JESUS! You may know all about Jesus and know the Bible cover to cover and still not KNOW Him! We don’t wait until heaven for FREEDOM 4rm SIN and victory over a certain lifestyle!
Tv has been grooming for years. Going back and watching them you see it. What an amazing testimony. Thank you for sharing this.
Just as homosexualty . Witchcraft pushed in alot of old shows and sexual perversion But was more suddel ( I know I didn’t spell it right ) now it’s in your face. . I can’t watch certain old shows either anymore to convicted.
Tana boytim. If you want to learn and understand more about God’s Word in depth. Listen to this podcast titled, Steps To Knowing God
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homophobics have groomed christians for years also
Praying the spirit of homosexuality off of my family members but most of all praying that they have a radical moment with God that changes their path forever. God bless you, your testimony makes me believe that there is still hope, that things can change.
🙌😊🙏 Intercession works, keep going! 💗 Even if they ignore signs etc. Many peoples testimonies include many changing moments. Keep praying for that next changing moment to come. God bless 😊🙏💗 xxoo
AMEN 🔥🔥🔥
Keep praying Anna! God hears you and he will answer in HIS timing!
Hi Anna, I stand in agreement with you, in the matchless name of Jesus! And in His name, by the power of the Holy Spirit, I pray your prayer over my family, and for my family’s friends who are caught up in the LGBTQ+ attack as well. Amen!!! Let’s keep praying with each other and all who join us.
Amen. Continue to trust God. He is able.
Don’t hate the person that’s gay – hate the spirit that’s inside them – Gods freedom is for everyone
I’ve had to repent cause I’d get so angry towards them – I’m asking God to please give me compassion before judgement
Amen
Hate the sin not the sinner. Yes. I’ve got issues with Christians who lead others ( especially new or young people )astray. I don’t get why they don’t just leave or at least keep their evil ways and doctrines to themselves. But , Jesus loves them and He loved me so, I’m praying and fasting and asking others to pray for me
Amen 🙏🏻
That’s right! It’s a nasty spirit trying to destroy the souls of Gods children, not the unaware person who is being subject to that spirit. Amen brother
Same here, I guess I get angry at the gay influencers and celebrities not so much the average person living there lives that way, I get angry at them because it’s poisoning the youth, same for straight sexual behavior that is on social media…it’s hard not to hate but God loves me even though I don’t deserve it so I don’t have any justification…
One thing I love about Isaiah is that fact that as a man of God he has a lot to say however with EVERY single guest he has he really truly listens ❤❤❤
I was just thinking this. What a great guy.
Even though I’m a straight single mom, I went through a crazy immoral and sexually sinful life, and when God found me and saved me in 2021, I remember feeling the same way he did when he said, when I felt and realized the love of Jesus that’s all I wanted. Our missing piece for that wholesome life and self love, etc, is that we need to be madly in love with Jesus and seek him and when we get that adoption back into his kingdom through the blood of Jesus. That’s the separation we all feel until we are born again in Christ.
So true what you said, that perfect love we striving for is by Jesus. I read somewhere that only God our creator can give us that, who else but The Creator understands his creation
You said it all. Rich or poor, gay or straight if the spirit of man is not connected to the source to make it whole, man will try everything but still feel empty. Without Christ there’s no satisfaction
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@@adeladecloete5811 I love that!
Amen 🙏
I’m a survivor of sexual molestation from my own father and it’s only because of God’s grace I was able to forgive
beautiful beautiful heart.
i’m so proud of you my sister !! that’s a challenging thing to do for a lot of people and it’s a true testament to your heart posture and godly character! i love you ❤️
Continue to be strong and keep reading the Bible and Prayers…
Am really sorry u went through but glory be to God that u survived,May God give u strength to live stress free♥️
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I am so incredibly sorry this happened to you! That should have NEVER happened! Praise be to God for putting in you a trace of His Character that you are able to forgive this atrocity! I pray you are completely healed in the Holy Name of Jesus!!!! Stay strong my sister!!!
I’ve been delivered from cross dressing, Homosexuality and drug addiction In the name of Jesus Christ God be the glory
The voice of Austin Brewer. If you want to learn and understand more about God’s Word in depth. Listen to this podcast titled, Steps To Knowing God
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so now you are in the transphobic homophobic satanic lifestyle choice?
In this day and age that’s quite a feat . The heavy promotion and encouragement of the path of the rainbow is so strong these days it puts undue pressure on young people to fully commit.
Please pray God has mercy on me and saves me. And that i encounter him and surrender all Everything to him
Yeah there’s free will but prayer can have an impact as well
Laura
@@LoveHope-mi4lx don’t worry Laura you sound like your on the right path to me. 😇
I have two boys that were raped and molested at 5 and 7. We are a Christian family and also from Deep South. I have met many of their friends who went through same thing sexually. I pray and pray for them for God to give them revelation and freedom. Please pray for my boys and thank you for sharing your testimony praying
For you. I have a heart for the young boys who have been violated and abused. God bless you thank you again
I pray also for your boys I pray the Holy Spirit speaks to them and keeps their hearts in the lords covenant so they will find strength in his word and not be swayed by the ways of the enemy of god. God bless you also.
This is so heartbreaking to hear.
@@kellygian7237 i pray in agreement with you on this in Jesus Christ’s name and i also pray they’ll be able to forgive and be set free
God can do it for them….i was raped and molested when i was 8 yrs old and it was a struggle for quite a while but God helped me overcome and helped me forgive those who hurt me
I am so sorry to hear this terrible thing that happened to your sons. 😔
Molestation at a young age seems to be a common thread in the gay community. Keep your children close!
It is. I knew 5 guys who all thought they were gay because of being molested as a child. 5 out of 5 was profound to me. Hurts my heart.
@@catherinegrace2366 some straight guys have been molested too. Why did they not become gay?
THIS!
and yet more heterosexuals get abused, so is heterosexuality the curse then?
My son told us proudly that he was bi sexual and I told him not to make it common knowledge because he was only 15 at the time and I felt it could be a bit dangerous as he could be targeted by predators.
I am ex lesbian who was moderate in the LGBTQ and drug world for 10 years…redeemed By God holy Grace mercy and forgiveness. Thank you Jesus. I can never give you tha KS enough. I love you I love my husband thank you Jesus.
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I could relate to almost every word he said.
The Lord has also delivered me from the LGBT community when I thought it could never happen. I’m so thankful and so much happier now ❤️ 🙏
Welcome into OUR ETERNAL FAMILY! ❤
May the Lord be glorified in His works. May the grace of the Lord be with you in your sanctification process. We shall see eachother in Heaven and know our names! hallelujah!
A Cast. God can do anything.
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Satan has dilivered you,. God hates homophobia
so now ur happy in the homophobic lifestyle?
I really relate to this. I was bi and struggled since childhood with it. Grew up with a Christian mom, in church alot. I couldn’t understand why I was the way I was and why God would hate me for it. So I gave my life to God at like 11 but I didn’t actually live for Him and I lived a very sinful lifestyle. In 2020 I really truly have God my life and He started teaching me and revealing things to me. One of those things was about my sexuality. He revealed how it came into my life. I told Him “look I can’t get rid of this. I’ve tried so many times. Ur gonna have to take it if u want me to be changed.” I left it at His feet. He placed this urge in me to come out publicly to everyone. I did. It was so hard but I did. He later revealed that He wanted me to do that so that the christians around me could pray for me in a way they didn’t know to do before. Fast forward about 6 months later, my family and I wanted to get baptized but we didn’t have a church and most were closed cuz COVID. So we decided to get baptized in our bathtub on Thanksgiving. For 2 weeks leading up to it, I kept telling my husband that I felt so strongly that something amazing was going to happen. So I baptized my family and my husband baptized me. When I went down in the water, it happened so quick, cuz as I came up I felt a snap in my chest like a rubber band breaking. And I felt lighter. I knew something was different but I didn’t know what. 3 days later I realized I wasn’t attracted to women anymore at all. God delivered me!!! 😭😭😭 He’s so good!!! He’s delivered me from other things too but that was the first big one and I’ll never forget it. I literally felt it break. But it took me surrendering it to Him and just wanting Him with everything in me. Thank u so much, Blake for sharing ur testimony. I’m so happy for u, and I just wanna give God all the glory cuz He’s just absolutely amazing. 🙌🙌🙌
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no sin in being born bi
God hates the sin filled homophobic lifestyle
So amazing is Our God!!!!Such a testimony!!! HALLELUYAH!!!!
If your life and all that has occurred in it,if that doesn’t make ya wanna dance and sing,praising The Lord,I don’t know what will! Amazing and wonderful! He is SO GOOD ,it makes me want to cry!!!
I remember one night I was out with friends and I felt such a strong desire – an attraction to a girl – and it was intense… I knew God said it was something He did not condone and so in my thinking I stood with God… I didn’t move an inch forward in that attraction… It was surreal how all of a sudden there was this crazy- intense attraction for this girl – looking back it makes much more sense to me: I believe there was a demonic spirit (it was such a sudden and intense attraction and I had never had anything like it before) but I submitted to God – if He said it’s wrong, I say it’s wrong… I resisted the devil – didn’t give into that urge in the least and he fled from me… I have never had that desire since… I think demons test and urge us… and if we give into those urges we partner with that spirit and then it deceives and entangles us…
This same thing happened to me but it was a heterosexual attraction. It came out of nowhere. I resisted it and it went away. I realized later that it was a spirit of lust. It felt very real… So im very understanding to people who fall into temptation. Evil spirits make you feel like its all you and not something apart from you.
That’s a seducing spirit. It can feel like a strong pull on your soul. Good on you for recognizing it and resisting it!
This was an awesome testimony and description of what happens in the spirit realm. Thank you for sharing
What wonderful testimony! Thank you and please keep sharing this especially with the youth!
Same happened to me yes it was very very weird. I also did not move forward
I was delivered from homosexuality (repented and saved) it’s been over 20 yrs and I haven’t looked back.. All Glory to God.. ❤
Keke Keydrull. If you want to learn and understand more about God’s Word in depth. Listen to this podcast titled, Steps To Knowing God
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so now you are in satans homophobic lifestyle choice yes?
@BEAKER Yes re-born w/Holy Spirit.. Saved from that abomination. Beware of what?
@BEAKER I spoke on my testimony so I’m kinda confused. I can’t talk about my testimony? 🤣 so you had to watch the video to say they are demons correct? I have discernment.. I know how to spit out the bones. Hey relax and come to people with love.. thanks for being concerned.
@BEAKER except telling lies is a sin, ex gays do not exist, we need homophobics to repent as homophobia is a sin.
My son who is a “theater kid”, came out years ago as gay, which I’ve known since he was little. He believes he’s born this way but I know better. It’s a spirit, so I’ve been praying and interceding for him constantly. Testimonies like these encourages me to keep praying deliverance for my son.
How do you know better though? How do you know he is wrong?
@@nw6070 read the bible and you will find the answer.
@@edvaniagoncalves984 if you claim you know the answer then it should be no trouble for you to tell me. But the problem is you don’t know so you make excuses. So are you going to give the answer or push it away?
Amen cast out those demons of sexual perversion cast them out in the Name of Yeshua AMEN!!!!
You’re sick, you are born gay, scientists have scanned hetero women’s brains and compared images to gay men’s and they look more alike than a straight man brain next to any given gay man brain. Conversion therapy is sick, sick, sick! You are actually judging which is a sin number one, and two committing child abuse.
Thank you for allowing him to talk. So many interviewers hog the mike or interrupt or cut a person off. You’re so respectful to quickly intro him and just listen at length. And for not having any knee jerk judgemental reactions to the details he opens up about.
I agree!! ❤️